French toast.
Monday Apr 4 @ 10:55amUp to my neck in shit. I have no idea what to do with this now. Forgive the hiatus.
Monday Apr 4 @ 10:52amFlashes of Being: Childhood Recollection
“Jenna! Where are you?” shouted Tony in a sing-song voice. He was tired and his mother’s guarantee on the presence of icy lemonade once he stepped home was luring him toward his family’s humble abode. But then she’d be upset, he thought. And how he hated to see his best friend upset.
They had…
Flashes of Being: My Whole Life In My Arms
She was sitting cross-legged, underneath a lush birch tree, face slightly tilted upwards, eyes softly closed. A peaceful expression was written on her face as he watched her from the distance. Basked in sunlight, she looked confident, he thought. Almost strong. Slowly, he approached her and her…
- Ziva: If – and when – you meet my friend – and I emphasize 'if' – what will you say?
- Tony: Be careful. Handle with care. Contents – priceless.
Dear future husband,
I’m waiting for you knowing that eventually you will appear. I’m anxious and excited to discover who you are. (I wonder if I already know you.) I wonder what you will look like: a tall man with broad shoulders and silky chocolate skin or my height with a killer smile. Maybe you’re both. Maybe not. I just want to say that I’m ready for you whenever (if) you decide to show up. Either way I will be happy. I want you to be sure that you want to be here. With me, it’s all or nothing. Go big or go home. I know that we may not be what each other expected, but I promise I’ll try my best to be all you hoped for. I wonder where we will live, what we will talk about, what our kids will look like. I wonder what your favorite music and favorite food is. I wonder what we will fight about and how our families will get along. I wonder what we will do together. What places we will travel to, or what we will do for fun . I wonder what your voice sounds like and what cologne you wear. (I wonder why I’m thinking about all this.) I wonder if you’re ready for me.
I just wanted to let you know I love you so much. No matter what happens here right now I know God’s just preparing me for you and our future kids. It’s a little rough right now.. I admit my trust in a lot of people is probably lost forever. My trust in you and God remains though. Mostly God though, considering He is the best and only sure part of my life. Technically you may not even exist.. But I hope you do. And I hope you love me at least half as much as I love you. Please never break my trust on purpose? I think I can handle it from anyone else but you. I appreciate and need your prayers so much right now. My heart hurts. I have so much on my plate and even more on my mind. God continues to give me a little something to make me smile every day though.
Your future wife
Friday Jan 1 @ 01:51pm
One of my most favorite fairytales…
(via mickeyandminnie)
Society’s standards are fucked. If you’re reserved and quiet, you’re emo. If you’re open and expressive, you’re attention hungry. If you’re a virgin by 16, you’re doing something wrong. If you lose it by 16, you’re a whore. If you don’t compliment yourself, you’re begging for compliments. If you do compliment yourself, you’re full of yourself. If you’re unique, you’re weird. If you’re “normal,” you’re boring. It’s hard to find yourself in a world so centered around perfection, when in reality imperfection is what defines us.
Monday Nov 11 @ 05:41pm
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
- Audrey Hepburn
Mandy Moore’s ‘Someday We’ll Know’.
Just be friends <3
